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Top Killer for Chronic Lyme is Suicide

https://themighty.com/2017/09/lyme-disease-suicide/

The Importance of Reaching Out If Lyme Disease Has Left You Feeling Suicidal

By Annie Perkins-Rosenberg

Editor’s note: If you experience suicidal thoughts, the following post could be potentially triggering. You can contact the Crisis Text Line by texting “START” to 741-741.

Article excerpt:

The important message of this article is to help those out there who deal with the psychiatric manifestations, the judgments and the daily struggle of living life with a complex disease like Lyme. It can be heavy some days, and anyone can have dark questioning moments pass through their minds. When those moments do arise, it can be complicated to find someone to trust and to talk to. Quite often, Lyme patients are paying for treatments out of pocket and this does not leave much money left for proper psychiatric help. With the limited time in office visits with our doctors, there is not much time left to talk about how we are feeling emotionally, and our doctors are generally not trained psychiatrists, as much as we wish they were. With Lyme disease being largely unknown, others close to you may judge you and you may feel like there is no one left to talk to. Even if there is, the psychiatric disturbances the disease can cause can make you feel like there is no one out there who can understand you, no one who can listen to you and no one to reach out to, but there is. There always is.

One of the techniques the author used was Googling the suicide prevention hotline so she had a plan if things got dark.  She also removed anything bothersome and overwhelming to her, set boundaries, learned to speak up, and found a small group of people on the same journey as her for comfort.  She also reminded herself that each day she was getting better, that she was healthy and could beat this.  When the dark thoughts came, she sought out help.

All, great advice.

The following abstract by Dr. Bransfield is telling:

LAD contributed to suicidality, and sometimes homicidality, in individuals who were not suicidal before infection. A higher level of risk to self and others is associated with multiple symptoms developing after acquiring LAD, in particular, explosive anger, intrusive images, sudden mood swings, paranoia, dissociative episodes, hallucinations, disinhibition, panic disorder, rapid cycling bipolar, depersonalization, social anxiety disorder, substance abuse, hypervigilance, generalized anxiety disorder, genital–urinary symptoms, chronic pain, anhedonia, depression, low frustration tolerance, and posttraumatic stress disorder. Negative attitudes about LAD from family, friends, doctors, and the health care system may also contribute to suicide risk.

By indirect calculations, it is estimated there are possibly over 1,200 LAD suicides in the US per year.

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Robert Bransfield, MD, DLFAPA, private practice, Psychiatry, in Red Bank, New Jersey, discusses direct methods that can be used to acquire statistics related to suicides that are a result of Lyme and associated diseases

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One of the best pieces of advice I got on the journey from another patient was, “don’t get depressed about being depressed.”  In other words, accept the fact there will be dark days with dark thoughts.  Don’t beat up on yourself over this.  Accept it and look forward to tomorrow which will be better.

While the topics regarding Lyme/MSIDS are endless, dealing with pain and insomnia are two issues that can really help with mental health.

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I would be amiss if I didn’t mention detoxing at this point as well as not detoxing properly can also lead to pain:

Disorientation & Lyme

https://www.globallymealliance.org/blog/where-am-i-disorientation-and-lyme-disease

Do you know what it’s like to have Lyme disease and suffer from disorientation? It can result in confusion or forgetfulness.

The other night while making dinner, I thought of something I needed to add to my to-do list. I walked a few feet into my home office, got to the center of the room, and stopped in my tracks. “What am I doing here?” I said aloud, looking around in confusion.

It’s a feeling many of you have probably experienced: walking into a room to get something and forgetting what you came for; or being in the middle of one task, starting another, and forgetting the first (luckily, I did not leave dinner burning on the stove). Sometimes we can chalk these moments up to the forgetfulness that comes with aging. Sometimes we’re just tired at the end of a busy day. In some cases, these incidents may be early indications of serious conditions like dementia.

And for many, forgetfulness and confusion, particularly as they relate to disorientation, are due to Lyme disease. In their book Conquering Lyme Disease: Science Bridges the Great Divide, Brian A. Fallon, MD and Jennifer Sotsky, MD note that the most typical cognitive effects of Lyme disease are “short-term memory problems (especially working memory), word-finding problems, dyslexic changes, executive problems (difficulties with planning and organization, difficulties with multitasking), and mental slowing.” For some patients, these effects can lead to “spatial disorientation such that familiar routes become suddenly difficult to navigate or appear unfamiliar.”[1]

Luckily for me, even at my lowest points of illness, I never got so disoriented that I didn’t actually know where I was. In those days it might take hours to remember why I walked into a room—I might wake up in the middle of the night and jot down that all-important item on my to-do list—but now, years into remission, I usually remember my task within a few minutes. Drs. Fallon and Sotsky write, “Such errors are readily recognized soon after the fact, but may be sources of alarm or perplexity to the patient and to his or her family.”[i]

For some Lyme patients, alarm bells indeed ring, because the disorientation becomes severe. They may suddenly get lost driving home from work, or go for a walk and not recognize their own neighborhood. They may have to call a family member or neighbor for help. Some stop driving altogether, or won’t go places without company. Disorientation can leave Lyme patients feeling frustrated, angry, confused, and ashamed. It can be yet another blow to their independence.

The good news is that with adequate treatment, disorientation usually gets better or goes away. Neurological symptoms of Lyme disease occur when the Lyme disease bacteria (spirochetes) cross the blood-brain barrier and enter the central nervous system. The infection causes inflammation in the brain, which can manifest in a host of neurological and psychiatric symptoms. Once the infection gets treated, symptoms often subside (though due to Jarisch-Herxheimer reactions, they may get worse before they get better). In other words, though you may literally get lost, with the help of a good Lyme Literate Medical Doctor (LLMD) you can  eventually find your way.

Sources

[1] Fallon, Brian A., MD and Sotsky, Jennifer, MD. Conquering Lyme Disease: Science Bridges the Great Divide. New York: Columbia University Press, 2018 (314-15).

[i] Fallon, Brian A., MD and Sotsky, Jennifer, MD. Conquering Lyme Disease: Science Bridges the Great Divide. New York: Columbia University Press, 2018 (314-15).

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Jennifer Crystal

Opinions expressed by contributors are their own. Jennifer Crystal is a writer and educator in Boston. Her work has appeared in local and national publications including Harvard Health Publishing and The Boston Globe. As a GLA columnist for over six years, her work on GLA.org has received mention in publications such as The New Yorker, weatherchannel.com, CQ Researcher, and ProHealth.com. Jennifer is a patient advocate who has dealt with chronic illness, including Lyme and other tick-borne infections. Her memoir about her medical journey is forthcoming. Contact her via email below.

Email: lymewarriorjennifercrystal@gmail.com

Tulane Researcher Asks, “Could Chronic Lyme Contribute to Alzheimer’s Dementia?”

https://www.lymedisease.org/embers-lyme-alzheimers-dementia/

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Tulane researcher asks, “Could chronic Lyme contribute to Alzheimer’s dementia?”

By Kris Newby, Invisible International

In 2019, the late-great-science-writer Sharon Begley wrote an insightful article, “The maddening saga of how an Alzheimer’s ‘cabal’ thwarted progress toward a cure for decades.”

Begley’s reporting described how a powerful group of researchers became fixated on one theory of Alzheimer’s causation at the expense of all others.

Their hypothesis: that Alzheimer’s cognitive decline was caused by neuron-killing, beta-amyloid protein clumps in the brain, and that if you dissolved the clumps, the disease process would stop.

As this theory hit a brick wall, Begley showed how the actions of the cabal harmed patients: “…for decades, believers in the dominant hypothesis suppressed research on alternative ideas: They influenced what studies got published in top journals, which scientists got funded, who got tenure, and who got speaking slots at reputation-buffing scientific conferences.”

Decades later, with no cure or effective drugs for Alzheimer’s dementia, some researchers are gathering evidence on a different causation theory — that dementia could be triggered by any number of chronic infectious diseases, and that amyloid plaques are a byproduct of an active infection, not the cause.

One of these researchers is Monica Embers, PhD, an associate professor of microbiology and immunology at the Tulane National Primate Research Center. She’s also the leading expert in identifying treatments that can eradicate Lyme bacteria infections in nonhuman primates, our closest mammalian relatives.

CME course on infection and dementia

In her new continuing medical education course, “Chronic Infection and the Etiology of Dementia,” she lays out the evidence that the Lyme bacteria could be one possible cause of dementia.

Her theory is this: When pathogens like the Lyme bacteria sneak past the blood-brain barrier, the immune system doesn’t allow protective killer cells from the entering the inflexible brain cavity, because resulting brain inflammation and swelling could lead to death.

Instead, it encapsulates invading microbes with protein clumps, called beta-amyloid plaques or Lewy bodies, to stop the infection. As a person ages, the bodily processes that clean up this “brain gunk” slows, resulting in protein accumulation that impedes brain signaling and kills neurons.

In her 31-minute course, Dr. Embers describes the clinical symptoms of Alzheimer’s and Lewy body dementia, the impact on public health, genetic risks, and the list of infections associated with dementia-like symptoms.

The course also reviews a well-documented case study about a 54-year-old woman who was treated for the Lyme bacteria (Borrelia burgdorferi), developed dementia, then died 15 years after the initial infection. After death, B. burgdorferi was identified by PCR (DNA detection) in her brain and central nervous system (CNS) tissues, and by immunofluorescent staining of the bacteria in the spinal cord. (For more, read this peer-reviewed study.)

Dr. Embers and her study’s co-authors conclude, “These studies offer proof of the principle that persistent infection with the Lyme disease spirochete may have lingering consequences on the CNS. Published in postmortem brain autopsy images and extensive pathology tests are a compelling reason to pursue this line of scientific inquiry.”

You can watch this free CME course here.

Kris Newby is Communications Director of Invisible International, a 501(c)(3) nonprofit foundation dedicated to reducing suffering from invisible illnesses. The organization offers 24 free, online Continuing Medical Education (CME) courses on the diagnostics, epidemiology, immunology, symptoms, and treatment of Lyme disease, bartonellosis, and other vector-borne infections. 

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Treating Bartonella Cleared Most of My Son’s Symptoms of Autism

https://www.lymedisease.org/treating-bartonella-cleared-autism/

Treating Bartonella cleared most of my son’s symptoms of autism

By Debbie Kimberg

April 8, 2022

For years, I had no idea that I was infected with Lyme disease and related illnesses. There was nothing obvious, like pain or chronic fatigue. Instead, my symptoms were mild and crept up on me insidiously over my lifetime: anxiety, social anxiety, irritability, then migraines, thyroiditis, a little neuropathy in my fingertips and arthritis in my knuckles.

Little did I know that I had stealth infections that I would unsuspectingly transmit to my three sons during my pregnancies. This is known as congenital Lyme disease.

My three boys all exhibited very different presentations. When my oldest son was in preschool, he was charming, driven and precocious. But he was also oppositional, had excessive tantrums, trouble with transitions, picky eating, and was hypersensitive to seams in socks and sunlight.

My middle son was your typical child with ADHD. He was your happy-go-lucky kid in constant motion, hopping or running from place to place. In school, he had difficulty concentrating and with executive function. By middle school, he developed anxiety and a few panic attacks. Then in college, he suffered from multiple bouts of severe depression and chronic fatigue.

However, it was my youngest son, Sammy, who got the shortest end of the stick. He had issues from day one. His first year of development was mostly on track, but as the years progressed, he developed autism spectrum disorder (ASD), multiple vocal and movement tics, ADHD, learning disabilities, low reading comprehension, baby talk, age regression, bedwetting, antisocial behavior, oppositional defiant disorder (ODD), and OCD.

I thought this was just our life. Every family has their problems. Lots of kids have ADHD or ASD. It runs in families, right? My mild issues were under control. I didn’t think there was a single root cause to all of our problems.

Brain on Fire

Then I read Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness, by Susannah Cahalan. The author developed an infection that caused severe psychiatric and physical symptoms.

Inspired by the book, I made an appointment with a doctor of functional medicine to evaluate Sammy and give another opinion about his symptoms.  Sammy was 10 years old. After our intake interview, the doctor diagnosed him with Pediatric Acute Neuropsychiatric Syndrome (PANS). He had a majority of the symptoms, 29 in all:

  • Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD)
  • Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
  • Vocal tics: squealing, grunting, stammering, throat clearing
  • Movement tics: a neck roll that first appeared at 6 months old, facial grimace, bending, swaying, spinning, hand flapping when excited, running at inappropriate times
  • Baby talk
  • Age regression
  • ASD
  • ADHD
  • Learning disabilities, low reading comprehension
  • Brain fog
  • Anxiety
  • Social anxiety
  • Depression
  • Antisocial (i.e. addicted to electronics, stayed in room, spoke quietly)
  • Bedwetting
  • Dysgraphia
  • Picky eating
  • Dilated eyes
  • Balance issues
  • Gluten and dairy sensitivity

Furthermore, his titers for strep and coxsackie virus were also sky high.

Lyme disease and co-infections

After six months on different antibiotics with little improvement, our doctor ran IGeneX tests on Sammy, his two older brothers, and me, for Lyme disease and co-infections. The results were confusing.

Two boys showed positive for Borrelia burgdorferi; Sammy and I had three indeterminant bands. Sammy was IGG positive for Babesia microti and only my middle son was positive for Bartonella henselae. In time, it was determined that all four of us were positive for the trifecta of tick-borne diseases—Borrelia, Babesia, and Bartonella.

I’ve heard that symptoms of congenital Lyme disease often show in children by age four. This is what we experienced with all three of my boys, though their presentations were vastly different.

An array of treatments–little progress

Once we had the diagnosis of Lyme disease and co-infections, we were optimistic that Sammy would quickly see improvements with treatment. Instead, we found ourselves traversing from doctor to doctor searching for a treatment that would help.

Over a period of five years, Sammy saw ten doctors in all and tried an array of antibiotics, herbals, homeopathics, supplements, and detoxes indicated for Lyme disease or PANS, with little progress.

Because Sammy was slightly better on the treatments versus nothing, we maintained a flicker of hope that eventually we would find a treatment that would work. In some cases, we abandoned certain treatments because his oppositional behavior became intense and untenable.

IVIG

With little progress after five years, we were excited when our neurologist got monthly high dose intravenous immunoglobulins (IVIG) approved by our insurance company. We had high hopes for the treatment.

The first five days after his initial treatment were tough. Like with many other treatments, Sammy became even more oppositional and impossible to deal with. Then, suddenly, as if a light switch had turned on, everything changed. Sammy became happy, social, and agreeable. His many tics were much better.

And, after years of poor memory, suddenly he could remember things! Like what he ate at his friend’s house for dinner and the names of all the kids who’d been with him. Since Sammy hit his teen years, he rarely spoke and only about a few topics obsessively such as when he was going to eat dairy and gluten again or wanting to play electronics all night. Now, he was much more neurotypical!

But the improvements were short-lived, typically lasting for only two weeks after each month’s infusion. And each month, the insurance company fought to discontinue the expensive treatment.

Delayed IVIG infusions wreaked havoc on Sammy’s behavior, causing him to devolve into depressive, oppositional episodes. After five treatments, our insurance company denied additional coverage. Despite such great improvements, Sammy was in the worst straits we had experienced.

What next?

We weren’t sure where to turn. With Sammy’s repeated attempts to run-away to ‘live with the beggars’ because our family rules were unbearable, we tried to check him into the psychiatric ward of a local children’s hospital. When the ER psychiatrist refused to admit him, we began searching for a long-term residential facility to keep him safe. My husband and I were heartbroken. How could our son see such dramatic improvements with IVIG, then so quickly become depressed and intolerant of everything around him?

After losing all hope from the failed IVIG treatment, our functional medicine doctor asked if we’d like to try disulfiram, a drug recently found to show great promise in treating Lyme and Babesia. She wasn’t aware of any other children who had tried it and expected Sammy would be one of the first.

It seemed like a longshot, but with no other options, what did we have to lose?

Disulfiram

The decision changed Sammy’s life. After one dose of disulfiram, Sammy’s oppositional behavior disappeared, his worst symptom at the time. No longer did he badger us for more dairy or gluten, insist on playing games all night, or threaten to run away. Suddenly, he was happy, agreeable, and more social. The overnight improvement of just those few symptoms was a miracle for our family life. We knew we were on the right track!

A few other symptoms improved on disulfiram during the six-month treatment: picky eating, dilated eyes, dysgraphia, most of bedwetting, antisocial behavior, and depression.

Yet, along with those important improvements, other symptoms intensified. These included OCD, age regression, baby talk, vocal and movement tics, brain fog, learning disabilities and ADHD. These symptoms proved annoying, but Sammy was happy and the symptoms were tolerable.

Targeting Bartonella

Despite Sammy’s negative Bartonella test, we suspected it due to his OCD.  We treated it next using an antibiotic protocol that included rifampin/rifabutin, clarithromycin, and minocycline. Again, we saw a major improvement in a very short time.

Suddenly, Sammy’s baby talk, age regression, hyperactivity, and eight vocal and movement tics resolved. These symptoms seemed intrinsically tied as they all cleared almost overnight. Sammy was thrilled when at six weeks into treatment, his gluten and dairy sensitivity resolved. He could eat whatever he wanted again with no worsening behavior! Bartonella treatment also fully cleared his bedwetting. None of our doctors seemed aware that these symptoms were caused by Bartonella. In fact, seventy percent of Sammy’s ASD symptoms appeared to be caused by Bartonella. It was an important discovery.

Good-bye to Special Ed classes

The most notable improvement came after four months of antibiotic treatment for Bartonella. Sammy, who had been in special education since preschool due to learning disabilities and low reading comprehension,  now began doing his homework independently. And his grades moved from low Cs to high As.

Remarkably, on statewide testing, he went from a fifth-grade reading level one year earlier to a tenth-grade level last spring. His IQ rose six points into the average range. And he suddenly passed out of his pragmatic language skills/social skills class, which he had made little progress in throughout his life. (Pragmatic language skills are knowing what to say–and how and when to say it.)

I’m pleased to share that the impossible happened. Last fall, in 11th grade, the school moved Sammy out of special education and into all grade-level classes, an exceptional outcome that was beyond our expectations. It was a first for his high school and an accomplishment that Sammy takes great pride in.

Learning disabilities due to brain fog?

In hindsight, the learning disabilities were caused by severe brain fog. Once the brain fog lifted, his IQ, executive functioning, and learning abilities returned to normal. Unlike what I had been told by many professionals, low executive function was not due to improper development of his frontal lobe. Instead, the AD in ADHD was due to severe brain fog and was treatable.

Furthermore, although Sammy had taken social skills classes every year since kindergarten, he had never shown improvement until he was treated for Borrelia and Bartonella.  Now, on his own accord, Sammy wanted to come out of his room to hang out with the family. Our quiet, reclusive son became the most talkative one at the dinner table, leading family conversations on a host of new topics we had no idea he had knowledge of, like Simon Cowell, Kobe Bryant, and inflation!

Today, Sammy is studying for his ACTs and planning to attend a four-year college. This was unthinkable 18 months ago, when we expected Sammy to need lifetime care and be unable to hold a job.

Sammy is 80% recovered from ASD and is still undergoing treatment to resolve three remaining symptoms out of twenty-nine: OCD, neck roll tic, and social behaviors. Sadly, his social behavior regressed seven months after finishing the six-month disulfiram protocol, so we are retreating the Borrelia and seeing some improvement.

What happened to our son is a medical miracle. I am so grateful to every doctor who helped us.

I have written a memoir that I am working to publish to explain our long, difficult, but ultimately successful journey. Even at 17-years-old, it’s possible to reverse learning disabilities and see a great recovery from ASD!

Debbie Kimberg updates their story on Instagram at @HijackedBrains. She can be contacted at debbie.kimberg@gmail.com.

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HALLELUJAH!  This story clearly demonstrates the importance of treatment and the miraculous effects it can have.

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What It’s Like When You Know You’re Sick But Doctors Can’t Tell You Why

https://www.gq.com/story/meghan-orourke-chronic-disease?

What It’s Like When You Know You’re Sick but Doctors Can’t Tell You Why

A conversation with the poet and author Meghan O’Rourke about her struggle with chronic illness—and the “silent epidemic” of chronic disease nationwide.

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Nothing was quite so unnerving for Meghan O’Rourke than never being able to fully explain why she didn’t feel well. Throughout her 20s, she was afflicted by a variety of symptoms: stabbing sensations up and down her arms and legs, brain fog and memory problems, night sweats, gastrointestinal issues. Around 2012, when O’Rourke was in her early 30s, she grew even sicker—but her doctors, unable to find anything distinct, attributed her physical health to stress and anxiety.

“There was this strange period of trying to articulate that I’m not myself, but I can’t tell you why or what it is that is wrong,” she says. “After about 15 years of going to doctors I started to have the conviction that something, in fact, was wrong, even though no one could recognize it.

O’Rourke recounts the history, mystery, and unraveling of her unusual health in The Invisible Kingdom: Reimagining Chronic Illness, out this week. After decades of seeking, the poet, author, and Guggenheim Fellow finally has a grasp on the cause of her own persistent sickness.  (See link for article)

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And, you guessed it, Megan has chronic Lyme disease.  You start to identify these cases 20 feet away by the litany of common migrating symptoms, and the inevitable gas-lighting from doctors who are too lazy and indoctrinated to figure it out.

Due to the neglect from health professionals for over 20 years, Megan, like so many others, spiraled down a dark vortex with innumerable conditions that will only worsen with time. She has EDS, POTS, and Hashimoto’s – all of which are quite common with Lyme/MSIDS patients.

Key quote:

“The kinds of illnesses I’m writing about in my book are called invisible illnesses because they are hard to measure, and we live in a medical system that likes measurement,” says O’Rourke.

Truer words were never spoken.

And, because Lyme/MSIDS can’t be “measured,” patients are simply written off.

Perhaps I’m “triggered” by the word “privileged,” but the author specifically uses that power-punched, emotionally laced word to describe her position in that she had the ability to advocate for her own care while others do not.

I would argue that to get through this gauntlet you will be REQUIRED to advocate for yourself.  But, just remember, you aren’t alone. While you will have to do the heavy lifting (the torturous treatment that makes you question the importance of living) you are never alone and you don’t have to reinvent the wheel.

Lyme/MSIDS patients are some of the most selfless and knowledgable folk I’ve met, and I’m indebted to the myriad of patients that have all helped me through the years.  This is why I do what I do.  I realized a long time ago that the best help comes from other sick patients and I needed to be a part of that band. 

These sick people will listen, commiserate as no one else can, point you in critical directions, give you all sorts of intel about educated doctors, treatment modalities, where to find the cheapest drugs, other conditions to consider (mold, MCAS, pain management, sleep help, how the detox….etc.) and perhaps most important of all, they will give you hope to keep shuffling.  Having trod the pot-holed riddled road themselves, they understand the importance of persistence, as that ONE or two things that really propel you forward may take a while to discover.  This is a journey – often a long one (life-long, even) and attitude is key.  There are ups and downs, days you won’t or can’t get out of bed, and many days you spend calculating how to pay for treatment and still be able to eat.  Add children and family (even infected ones) into this mix and you have bedlam of a magnitude that’s off the Richter scale and frightening as hell.

It’s a miracle we get through it at all.  But, we do.  And you will too.  Chin up and forge forward, and don’t be afraid to ask for help.